Imagine Spending All Your Blood & Treasure Trying To Find An Answer To That One.

https://news.sky.com/story/son-of-1994-chinook-helicopter-crash-victim-furious-as-documents-sealed-for-100-years-13389595

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Z1Ple-qYuU&pp (A Boy Named Sue, Johnny Cash, Walk, Official Audio).

Then rejecting the answer because you're an irrational actor.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cao3RKAkuYo&pp (Only Daddy That'll Walk The Line, Waylon Jennings, Official Audio).