And Does That Feel Productive?

Provocatively demanding that everyone else be forced to live a lie. 

Simply because you don't want to admit you're a failure.

https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-55598918

As I think I've said. If I'd ever failed that spectacularly in either my personal or professional life.

I, more than anyone else, would want all reference to it burned from the pages of history.